2.3.13 Really? I Mean, REALLY????

I've been touching base with people and have fortunately found it's not just me experiencing crazy moods... tense, frustrated, angry, down in the dumps and the ever popular: Who gives a F**k energy.... all undermining the positive without a moment's provocation. 

Then there's the klutziness... I broke a measuring cup and coffee mug in a week....  even slipped on water from someone's boots and fell in the drugstore the other day; landing on my good knee and the heels of both hands.  Nothing broken, I'm just sore and gimping around.

Turns out that a good deal of this can be attributed to the lack of significant solar eruptions over the last few weeks.  It was a relief to find that out today.  I mean after the wonderful bliss of thefifth dimension I felt as December rounded the corner to January, the bulk of January seemed anti-climatic to that heightened state.

Projects either came to a screeching halt or completely bottomed out.  People have been getting into pissing matches with each other.  Relationships seem to be tanking all over the place and all that crap we thought we had released began rearing it's ugly head again.

Actually, it turns out that the latter part is more about the energy we released either filtering into the consciousness of the person we released, causing the energy to flare up around us as they processed it; or that their resistance to releasing it caused a jam in the flow.  Either way the beginning of 2013 seems to have been quite unpredictable, turbulent and pretty choppy.


2.4.13   Come On, Sol, Get Busy

Despite being pretty tired, last night started out as one of those nights.  Toss, turn.  Fall asleep.  Wake up after 5 minutes. Toss, turn.  Fall asleep.  Wake up after 5 minutes.  But I got smart... after about 20 minutes of that I spun around in bed, placing my head to the south and fell asleep with no problems.

From Saturday 1.26.13

Today's energy is quite intense. I'm feeling a potent emotional vulnerability.... which I'm fine with....it doesn't feel bad. Feels like I am w.i.d.e. o.p.e.n.
Energy is cascading through me, energy that feels like the whole of humanity waking up to their authentic purpose.

Last night was restless... the energy building and pulsing. At 2 am all the snow came sliding off the tin roof, startling Morgana and I. We both went in search of the source of the sound.

Now, as I sit here watching the ice in the bird bath thaw, I wonder if what I am feeling is humanity's heart melting in the presence of such powerful energy. Are we finally awakening to the truth that we are one being, born of Love and not slaves to the artificial constructs that a few have created to keep us apart? That is my prayer for this moment.